I can’t think what I want to say,
I don’t know what I think.
I brought this all on myself.
Still, inside, something shrinks.
A tiny spark, a small dream,
A crazy idea, a wild thought;
Bit the dust, flew away-
A moment never caught.
A truth I ignored to the end,
A promise I vowed to never say,
Was it all just my illusion?
Rules to a game, I forgot to play?